Friday, March 27, 2009

50 first reactions

This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS. Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you see these 50 words. Don’t think and don’t go back and change. Doesn’t matter how random it is, just type it!

1. Beer: Corona
2. Food: fatness :-) yummm
3. Relationships: nooooo waay! I'm having tooo much fun!
4. Your CRUSH: I don't have a crush... lol :P
5. Power Rangers: hated them since they changed from the original ones :(
6. Life: hmmm...not so complicated u kno...
7. The President: ugh people think he's God or something...this dude...blah...
8. Yummy: http://yummy411.blogspot.com/
9. Cars: awwww the ex...
10. Movies: hate going to the movies it interrupts my ADHD lol
11. Halloween: (My reason to be unapologetically slutty) <---HAHAH at the last persons answer to this!
12. Sex: hmmm...it was sooo much better the second time around :-X
13. Religion: it's about "relationship w/God" not "religion" but that doesn't mean start making stuff up that's not in The Bible!
14. Hate:is hard to get over...
15. Fear: heheh I'm a scaredy cat like my grandma
16. Marriage: sigh...sooner than later I hope...
17. Blondes: I used to be something like one of those...
18. Slippers: live in them <3
19. Shoes: <3 to look at them hate to dish out the cash for them
20. Asians: I wish I could find one to do my math homework...
21. Past time: i have way to much free time
22. One night stand: hmmm...that wouldn't totally suck...
23. My cell phone: old lol Sanyo 3200
24. Smoke: stinks
25. Fantasy: imagination
26. College: ugh sucks the life outta me
27. High school life: would love to go back for a day!
28. Pajamas: cool to lounge in wish I could wear them out
29. Stars: sick of listening to inimate details of celebs lives...i dont care!
30. Center: self centered
31. Alcohol: mmmm...diggin brown liquor lately but I feel like I'm a girl so I shouldn't but white is nasty!
32. The word love: is up for interpretation
33. Friends: luv em all new and old seasonal, part time and regulars
34. Money: psh...would love to make some money. i need a banging summer job!
35. Heartache: not looking forward to doing that anytime soon
36. Time: never enough
37. Divorce: I'M NOT SIGNING SHIT!
38. Dogs: hate em
39. Undies: used to love thongs now boy shorts luv vickies cottons no sexxy lacies here sorry
40. Parents: we all started with them...
41. Babies: want them...
42. Ex: still my homie
43. Song: you already know its gotta be something by Drake
44. Color: Pink all day
5. Weddings: cant wait for mine!
46. Pizza: yuuumo
47. Hangout: ANYWHERE BUT THIS CITY!
48. Rest: luv it! need to go to sleep right now
49. Goal: graduate from school
50. Inspiration: I'm inspired by everyone around me! Good or bad influence everyone inspires me in one way or another...

Best You Ever Had!

mmmm...I cannot express how much I am feeeeeeeling Drake!



baby you ma everything, you all i eva wanted
we can do it real big, bigga den u eva done it
you be up on everythin, other hoes aint eva on it
i want this foreva, i swear i can spend wateva on it
cuz she hold me down everytime i hit her up
when i get right i promise that we gon live it up
she make me beg for it till she give it up
and i say the same thing every single time

i say you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best i eva had
best i eva had
best i eva had
i say you the fuckin..

know you got a roommate
call me when itz no one there
put the key under the mat and you know i'll be ova there
yup..i'll be ova there, shawty i'll be ova there
i'll be hittin all the spotz that u aint even know waz there
ha..and you aint even have to ask twice
you can have ma heart or
we can share it like the last slice
always felt like you waz so accustom to the fast life
have a nigga thinkin that he met you in a past life
sweat panz hair tied chilin wit no make up on
thatz wen ur the pretties
i hope that you don take it wrong
you dont even trip when friends say you aint bringing drake along
you know that i'm working
i'll be there soon as i make it homeee
and she a patient in ma waitin room
neva pay attention to them rumors n wat they assume
and until them girlz prove it
i'm the one to neva get confused wit cuz..

baby you ma everythin, you all i eva wanted
we can do it real big
bigga den u eva done it

you be up on everythin, other hoes aint eva on it
i want this foreva, i swear i can spend wateva on it
cuz she hold me down everytime i hit her up
when i get right i promise that we gon live it up
she make me beg for it till she give it up
and i say the same thing every single time

i say you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best i eva had
best i eva had
best i eva had
i say you the fuckin..

sex, love, pain,
baby i be on that tank shit
buzz so big i could prolly sell a blank disk
when ma album drop
bitches'll buy if for the picture
and niggaz will buy it too and claim they got it for they sister
magzine paper girl
but money aint the issue
they bring dinner to ma room and ask me to initial
she call me the referie
cuz i be so official
ma shirt aint got no stripes but i can make ya pussy whistlee
like the Andy Grifith theme song,
and who told you to put them jeans on
double cup love
you the one i lean on,
feelin for a fix then you should really get ya fiend on

yea..juz kno ma condo iz the crack spot
every single show she out there reppin like a mascot
get it from the back
and make ya fuckin bra strap pop
all up in ya slot until the nigga hit the jackpotz

baby you ma everythin, you all i eva wanted
we can do it real big
bigga den u eva done it
you be up on everythin
other hoes aint eva on it
i want this foreva i swear i can spend wateva on it
cuz she hold me down everytime i hit her up
when i get right i promise that we gon live it up
she make me beg for it till she give it up
and i say the same thing every single time

i say you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best i eva had
best i eva had
best i eva had
i say you the fuckin..


you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best i eva had
best i eva had
best i eva had
i say you the fuckin..


<3 it or hate it...


HAPPY FRIDAY!

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Yay or Nay?: Emotional Spending



Do you use your credit cards to make you feel better after a bad day? I know I've been guilty of this, sometimes it's the only thing short of solving the problem that makes me feel better...until I get the bill...


:/

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

One More SOTD

...sorry guys I'm on Spring Break and I'm kinda bored...



fyi...my spring break is no vacation! I'm still at school! Still have desk duty 5pm-12am FOUR days this week-usually I only have desk duty ONCE a week!!! and I still have to go to work at the store, this is hardly a vacation!!!

I'm dreaming on sandy beaches for the summer...

Songs of The Day

DICKHEAD


SHIT SONG


"New Guy" this one's for you! ;)

hmmm...I mean what's it been almost 3-4 months something like that? Is that enough time for you to really start showing your "dickhead-ness?" sigh...I hope you don't read this...lol oh crap!

Tag:6 Things I Don't Like


1.you
2.rain
3.reading long azz blog posts...sorry...
4.when the internet KEEPS going down at school!!!
5.not having a car...or license...lol
6.spending money
**Bonus** my job

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Updates

Hello All!

Did ya miss me? Maybe? Ok cool I'll take that.

Sooo...I wish I could say that I haven't been blogging lately because I've been doing something productive but that is certainly not the case. For the most part I've just been lazy and then when I do feel like posting my NEW computer gives me the blues...so yes I still blog but NO blogging is not a priority of mine!


My classes are going well except for the fact that I am totally unfocused! I am starting to realize more now that I need to spend more time alone to focus. I think that will help me not only to get schoolwork done but it will also help me in my walk with God. I often find myself "bored" or "lonely" and instead of doing something that I should be doing like praying, reading my bible or studying I go looking for friends to hang out with. One day this weekend was especially hard for me, I really felt lonely and could not find anyone who was around but I was determined not to do exactly what I knew I was being called to do which was pray!

Last week on Sunday The Lord really touched me and lately I've really been feeling pulled to surrender to Him and then this week started off crazy and when I needed to seek Him out I ignored it. So today I'm trying to get it back together, seek Him out and get some ack rite! :D

In other news it is officially over between me and the XBF after about 2.5 years of being a couple and another 2.5 of being "broken up-but-really". I talked to his mom this weekend, she misses me :)